Always Spring

其实本来对这次常州不报特大的希望啦，因为是自助游，又累又麻烦，对于我这种懒人加宅女，实在是懒得动哈，而且正值毕业考，实在没工夫好好策划，还好某胡同学非常积极得担当了大部分责任，使这次恐龙园加温泉常州2日游得以成行。

其实策划期间还是经历了挺多波折的，最先要做的事就是买火车票，本来以为常州那么近的地方的票是很好买地，没想到4月30日去常州和5月1日回上海的动车票，4月24号去南站买就全卖完了，连站票都没有，5.1的力量是如此强大啊~！幸好某胡在学校附近的代售点买到了票，每张票加了5块钱的代理费，还不算贵，我们买的是4月30号早上10点，和5月1日下午6点的票，本来想买30号早上8点的，这样可以

很多事情就是这么神奇，今天终于决定为早已丢失好久的订书机找个候补，偏偏在为周畅找手套的时候找了它，好好的，悄悄地躺在大黑书包的小口袋里。可以手套又找不到了，床上没有，桌上没有，大书包里没有，抱着最后的希望打电话给老妈，家里依然没有，正在抱怨自己怎么今天那么霉的当口，翻番小白包，发现它竟然藏在了包的底层，我怎么就没发现呢。

总结：找东西要找得彻底，不要忽略角落，查论文也是一样（以后要查好错误再发给老师。。。）

Spending the whole afternoon staying with Tony, I could rarely feel time go by. Maybe that is what  Einstein called the theory of relativity. A minute with your enemy just like a year, and a day with the one you love like a minute. After the happy dream, I should come back to reality, come back to the job-hunting. Come on, baby, you still have a long way to go. So cheer up~~~go straight ahead.

Listening to the Utada's "come back to me", baby come back to me, I will be everything to me. I can still remember the naive  girl who will give everything to love and be deeply lost in it. Music is really a good excellent medicine to cure people's heart. I should listen to them more.

I want to start small, maybe I will find a clue to make me happier, even I am not good enough.

I am always thinking why I am the one who I am now, not healthy, not happy, not smart. If life is just a process of choosing, have I usually the worse one? Mayby because I always follow other's step and don't dare to take the responsibility to move my own. What do I want? How can I be happier? Happier than the moment. I need to change something. It just depends on me.

How can make me feel happier?